What are thinking right now ?

How I can find a job

I need to get up in a minute and sort myself out. What should I wear?

Need to face facts and stop lying to myself.

I'm debating if I should go workout or wait until later.

I'm thinking how much my life has changed in such a short space of time. People I thought would always be there have ditched me, but I'm not devastated because I've got other people and I know I don't need anyone. I control my life and my happiness

The blessings I've been given these past few months are astonishing.

I hope to God I can retrieve my lost files from my laptop

Everyone hates me, I'm stupid, People always leave me. I knew she was just talking to me to take the piss or to snoop. how could anyone are about me, especially enough to come and see me. I can't even impress anyone on an interview, let alone gt a job. I'm such a failure. I should just give up before I end up hurting someone.


Uh, my BPD is not treating me well today.

Am I coming on too strong? Will I scare you away? Should I just be honest or play it cool or play it silly or what? I'm such a knob

I don't want to go out. I want to sit in the house and just let my BPD thoughts rage on and then go to bed without speaking to anyone. Fuck, why did I agree to going out.

Why can't I just open up and tell someone for once? I just want someone to know what's going on with me. Why do I have to be so guarded?

How can I be so sleepy? My tummy hurts, and I just want my sweetie to come home and snuggle.

i wish you all a lovely day and that you think more positive thoughts about yourself

I don't know what to think. I don't know what to do

Thinking about what to eat for lunch

I don't know what to do.....

Standard girl's thoughts: what to wear tonight?

It's nice to have a good date evening after a rough and emotional few days.

I wish someone would come and play cards with me.

I wanna come and play cards with you! I'm trying not to think anything

oh cards sounds lovely!!

I'm just thinking about what I might want to do tonight.

I love playing cards

I'm wishing my contacts would just be nice to me.

I'm thinking I really want to order some take away. I really want to have a full on binge. I really want to purge. And I'm thinking what can I eat from the house instead

"Why are we pretending to be okay? We aren't. I'm not your friend and we are obviously still holding grudges. Stop trying to make plans with me, we both know that they will just get blown off when the time comes. Don't you see that I can't handle this?!?!"

Why are we doing this?

I wish the bus would come, its raining and I think I went to the wrong metro station . This suuuucks