I'm back

Yeah, not sure how good this is... But I'm slipping and I've gained weight trying to recover and I need it gone and I can't do this anymore. I'm getting into therapy for depression and anxiety but I haven't mentioned anything about the eating. I dunno if I'll be permanently on the site, but I'm not gone now because I don't want to be alone anymore.

You're never alone. I'm always going to be here for you - everyone will be. It's nice to have you back, but obviously I wish it weren't because you're struggling. Let me know if you need anything and if you think things are too triggering or they're making you worse, stay away from them ok? Surround yourself with positivity and love because that's what you deserve xxx

It is nice to see you again, but obviously I wish it were under better circumstances. I hope you know that we will always be here for you no matter what. I hope other things in your life are going well, and I am glad you are seeing someone about everything else. Don't hesitate to let us know if you need anything.

You dont have to revert back to disordered habits to lose weight. Why dont you try and do it the healthy way? Eating right and exercising? And you are never alone, you will always have someone to talk to.

I'm sorry you're struggling, Nomi, but it is nice to see you. Healthy eating and moderate exercise are great suggestions - not always easy to follow, but it might be worth a shot. Please let us know if there's anything we can do to help.

I quit the therapy before it started. My now ex boyfriend has broken up with me because I'm 'manipulative', which is the one thing I've never been. I don't even want to live right now, never mind eat. I'm still going, I don't even know how. I keep thinking I want the old, happy Hester back, but to be honest I haven't been that Hester since I was about ten. I'm lost.