Fail

I binged on food I wasn't allowed. This is my punishment. Lines on my arm, 'fail' on my hip

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Ohhh You are in recovery right? Has anyone suggested any therpay for your faulty thinking, like CBT? Im so sorry you feel like you need to punish yourself in that way. Youre beautiful, a bit of binging isnt worth it.

Its really weird, i dont like it that people have 'liked this' on your tumblr, yet isnt it practically the same when you look at photos of really skinny people and think they look good? Guess its just another form of self-harm. Got me thinking lol!

Anyway, i hope your feeling better about yourself today.

I have my appointment today, I'll show her. So far I've hidden it from my husband. I slept in my dressing gown then put my underwear on before I took the dressing gown off. He'll most likely see it and definitely should see the one on my arm... I'm not sure about the skinny thing as a form of self harm. Like it is, but because it's less intense and in your face and you do it over a longer period of time, it doesn't feel that way... I don't know