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I'm Cisum, new here. I'm 16, and have suffered with anorexia for about two years now. I went through a recovery period in January, where I was doing really well for about a month, gained 8 lbs (it doesn't sound like much, but I'm sure you all know how it is), but I relapsed in February after my friend lost a lot of weight. My friend noticed I was having trouble again, and told my parents. Now they're back to their crazy behaviours, watching everything I eat, and watching for any purging and exercise. My main struggles focus on balancing my eating disorder and my friends/family. When everyone wants you to get better, but you don't want to get better, it's like everyone is against you. That's basically why I'm here. Not that I think the people on here don't want me to get better, but at least you may understand how I feel. Others just don't understand how deep eating disorders are, and how they can't be cured by "just eating food".

Hey there and welcome. I'm sorry it took so long to get a reply here, it seem it's been a hectic time for everyone lately. It's lovely to meet you and if you even need anything you an PM me or I have my contact infor in a thread