Proctoscopy

by **blackrainbow** Mon Sep 17, 2012 7:37 am

I need to have this procedure done on Thursday. I'm very scared. Very. Basically it's a 5inch metal tube with a light on the end that they will put inside me to check my rectum. Yes, they are going to shove this bastard thing up my arse. I've been having some bleeding and the doctor had a feel (which almost gave me a panic attack), but he couldn't feel anything out of the ordinary. So I have to go and have that done and I am so scared. It's going to trigger my PTSD and I really don't want to do it, but I have to