Sometimes I just want to die?

I think about it a lot, you know, ending everything. My life isn't that bad and I know it, but it feels like it oftentimes. I'm too fat, no one loves me, I'm friendless, I'm stupid and will never amount to anything.. I don't even know what to do with myself, or where to go from here. I can't even talk to my family about this, I don't want to give them something else to worry about. It'd be better, for them, to just keep thinking I'm okay and nothing's wrong..

You would not be better off dead. I promise you that xxx

You said it yourself, your life isnt bad. Its the ED thats making you feel that way. You just have to think of things to live for, like how much your family will miss you. You arent fat at all, you said in another post you are 103? In what world is that fat? As for not amounting to anything, im sure thats not true. You can do anything you want if you put your mind to it.

Dont give up!

That's exactly what keeps me going- my family. I know they'd all fall to pieces if I were to go anywhere. & yeahh I'm 103 and shorttt so it doesn't feel very thin xD Thank you sweeetness<3