Where I am right now

So here's what's been goin on with my ED:
Purged every night besides tonight
Been exercising a bit more safely..
So now for what my therapist is saying. She read my food log. Not even a YAY youre eating she sits there and names one MAYBE two items from each day for about a week. Then says that was all my protien. Then says if i cant eat right shes sending me away this summer then goes on a huge rant about it. THEN she says, other wise shes happy i ate. Grr....
Thee Nutrionest lady was stupid, she WON'T give me a meal plan. She flat out said that, because she doesn't believe in them, but if anyone even wants me to TRY to recover i need a freaking meal plan D:< grr i cant even go back because of expenses... i dont wanna go back to that one anyways... I dont even know anymore...

What do you mean by exercising more safely babe? Ah you're therapy sounds frustrating. It must feel like you're trying so hard and it's not being acknowledged. I think you're doing well, considering everything. It can't be easy. I can understand your nutritionists stance on the meal plan, but I can equally understand your need for one. Maybe someone on here could send you one that they have been given? I hope it gets easier for you xx

that'd be great if someone could send me one... Im doing the same about of exercise but instead of doing it all in one go to the point i hurt and wanna collapse i spread it out and divided it into sets

hey hun, I could send you one of mine if you would like, it a meal plan to get you into regular eating, and I have found since being on the meal plan, I don't get the urges to binge, I have had a few small binges but nothing to the extent that I was.

I am more then happy to PM you one xx

That'd be great if you could send me on <3 Thanks a ton <3

no problem, will do it this evening once the little one is in bed xx