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Post by ivyaintblue Thu Jan 03, 2013 8:13 am

I haven't purged since around November I think and yesterday I decided to let all that progress go. I've been restricting to just 300 calories a day for the last month with the exception of Christmas day. I just don't know what I'm doing. I've never ever restricted before. This is so new to me. I feel like my disorder is sucking me under more and more each day. I didn't miss purging believe me but the empty feeling afterwards is the only part I actually missed. Is anyone else like that? Like I'd rather my stomach be empty than eating a little bit of food even if its like an apple, I'll still purge.
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Post by blackrainbow Thu Jan 03, 2013 8:37 am

For me it hardly had anything to do with what I was eating or calories, but all about getting that pure empty feeling. When you starve, you feel so strong and the empty feeling after purging is such a buzz, but the guilt is super strong too Sad I know exactly how you feel though
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